The Sophisticated Woman

The sophisticated women in me sits somewhere between the childish bliss of freedom, imaginary visions of sitting on the moon within the stars and the reality of a over worked, over stressed, conditioned one way mind world. Within that realm of existence is where I drift, not aimlessly but with intention and ability to redefine what society has build as the norm, the life. I have wondered for some time about the master mind behind these self oppressing, spirit smothering constructions that have been programmed for decades imprinting the mind with dysfunction. Its like I am in the mist of this bright land with black and white zombies roaming soullessly, trying to get to the end of the dreadful uphill battle of completion. I remember being a child and wondering how can a Person get up every day at the same time, work at the same place, drive down the same road, in the same state, eat at the same restaurants, and accompany the same friends until. It is something beyond unnatural about that robotic structure. I have found that I never fell in line with the routine which made me look outward towards a more individualized adventure in which I presume to be life. Thus far I have sacrificed and took risk to do things unorthodox, I have done that which livens my soul. I have lived free to my highest ideals with the circumstances that accompany me. I wish to be more alive still. I think the other way (their way) whom ever they maybe, serves this world not for the greater experience but for a easily controlled programmed existence. The altering of the natural self, has been sacrificed and compromised. People have been made inorganically just like the food industry with cloned over processed chickens being mass produced to be the same weight, like no matter what brand of chicken you buy no matter the label, it comes from the same source (that’s another issue to be discussed).  Spiritual beings are natural, (People) have been made, and they are to fit whatever works for the powers to be. We have become completely unaware of our God given senses and artistic capabilities to paint within this world the colors of true freedom and joy. Why can’t you want and desire to be something and someone different from who you were 2 years ago? Why doesn’t that work, why can’t you meet people from around the world, why has traveling the earth been made as luxury and not more affordable to the experience of life? Why can’t you wake up and just live and breathe in peace without a mission of labor and work to obtain the natural necessities of survival, i.e. clean water? Are these not our natural freedoms, our birth right to have a piece of land to farm our produce? These are Questions that I myself have relinquished out into the air waves to receive a higher meaning and purpose to be bestowed upon me. It seems that slavery of certain races of people became abolished, to then enslave the minds of the entirety of all people all races, and without force made the people to believe this arbitrary way of life. Somewhere between This and That the Sophisticated Woman sits.

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by Ahyah

What is Your Divine Make-Up

ImageI want to talk about Me, I find an extreme meaning to My creation and the divine’ness in which I am made of. I have known that we are all in reflection of another, therefore I believe the same of You. Through your eyes I am seen and likewise. So I would like to share the wonderfulness in you also. My individual awareness is what helps me to reflect the best image of who I am upon the world which indeed is also my truest reflection. I have discovered many aspects of my characterized self, rather self knowingly for a good purpose and at times in the past unknowingly in a lost destructive space. I believe in the natural cause and effect of creation. Therefore I understand that my name, age, Birth date, day, and time I manifested into this world matters to the sacred make up of Me, connecting the entirety of All things. Also this is the same for you, and every creation known and unknown. I would like to share these overwhelmingly divine connections of me to you. I was born to the name pronounced Shay- Na Holiday. My first name in Hebrew means beautiful/pretty ( Shana Punim is a saying that means pretty face). What is within shall be without. My last name Holiday is translated to its origin Holy-day. My name has a deeper meaning than superficial beauty but to me it means a deeper beauty, non fleeting that resonates from within, also my last name is specified for spiritual observance. In this moment My age is 29, the number 2 brings attributes of duality, faith, trust, and selflessness with encouragement and diplomacy, personal will, balance, and harmony. The number 9 represents Universal spiritual laws, karma, humanitarianism and philanthropy, light working, spiritual awakening and enlightenment. The 9 also relates to conclusions and endings, these energies of 29 brings fourth polarity, emotions, judgment, coupled with leadership, integrity and unity. My birth date is 08/16 (August 16) in which reflects the numbers of the Golden Ratio also described by some as the divine code which is 1.168. The Golden Ratio in short words is the divine proportion, it is said to be the make up of all things from nature, planets, to art and music. I have deeper knowledge on most of these things than I will explain in this moment.

I have delved into numerology and I also search for the relation and connection within the things that are around me. So what I am proposing is for everyone to discover their self and connections within our universe, you will be pleased with just how amazing you are. The numbers that surround us is the language of the greater creation.

Enjoy

Ahyah,

The Lotus Flower

And the Door Opened. I had been searching and within real time clarity was bestowed upon me. ‘The Act’ it gently whispered, and without hesitation my inner self had over stood the simplicity in the meaning of ‘The Act’. Searching and seeking, questioning and answering had lead me to a place of disease (Dis-ease), discomfort within the mind and body which came to show it’s existence through worry, and dissatisfaction. I am without doubt that what I am, is in discord with what I had chose to believe and focus on. I planted away from truth and lead down a path of reasoning and analyze. These things lead to Part – Truth which in fact Part – Truth is a Full – Lie. I had begun to base my journey on solid thought and foundation. I hadn’t then understood what was meant to be overstood. I left out the intangible Most High aspect of who I am, focusing on reason and analytics response betrayed me to the fullness of my quantity and quality. I have no space and time but instead real time and that present is within the present. The existing of what is the ultimate experience has been altered to face what is not. I had been protected from my examined ego by my purest intention and desire. What is not ‘has to be‘, in order to experience that which is. I have Now defined clarity within relationships of the ultimate truth. Its Polarity, It is Duality, It is Yin and Yang, Good and Bad, these energies serves each other for the Universal goal. We only need to experience the opposite to gain full knowledge of the truth. Where there is lack of ’Something’ there is chance to experience abundance. There can be a diamond in the ruff, or a flower growing up out of the concrete, just as grace can fall and truth will bask in glory. The Vice Versa is the harmony of life, a reflection of being. With the sacredness of the lotus flower the Door Opened.

By Shayna Punim

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Sweet Dreams are Made of This

Feeling all the emotion of crashing through glass walls and relinquishing into the World my mark. My Time to release my purpose onto the earth and bask in the glory of ultimate satisfaction.

What are dreams? This is a question that has made me wonder through many vacant doors within my mind, logic says that they are images concocted by the mind streaming from subconscious thought, or at least that’s my logical explanation. But I believe in purpose, I believe everything serves this World with purpose. Nothing is ‘just because’ everything links the web of life into a certain outcome for a certain reason.  A very important reason, (meaning) all things are part of the puzzle and all things have meaning. So what does a dream actually mean.  I would like to believe in mysticalties, that dreams are etheric messages from the intangible, imaginary world, like visions from a part of the mind that does not exist inside our tangible relative world.  It’s a chance to decode your experiences and seek enlightenment, paying close attention to what is relative and physical and what is not. To collide both worlds, fulfilling the purpose of life.  I can except that.  Excepting higher knowledge when logic just isn’t enough. Think about the Universe, isn’t it too epic to remain grounded?

Last night my husband dreamed of flying, then he had a dream of a beautiful exotic butterfly, and a vague dream of The Red Wings.

I have imagined the dreams to mean all things beautiful are transforming, releasing loads of mess, lighting the body so much so that he is able to fly. Peace and warmth, like a sunny day surrounds him. Receiving growth and fulfilling purpose.

Living Dreams.

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When I Grow Up

When I Grow Up is a phrase that has stuck with me. I guess it seems growing is the extension to forever, forever growing. I have come to the conclusion I will be forever young stuck in the mind of youthful contentment. Fixated on the thought to be wise but to not get wrinkled. I mean what is an Adult, is it a person that has decided to be stuck and tormented within old habits and ways of existing. Or is it the sad notion to have had experienced all there is that the world has to offer. Hm, that seems frightening to me, I desire to be bright eyed lost at sea with no idea of time or formality. I have always secretly chuckled at the idea of the Toys “R” Us commercial “I don’t wanna grow up”. It seemed to be true, who wants to grow old anyway.  Living the life of age is daunting, forgetting to bring out the cake is better than leaving behind the extra 10 candles. Pour a glass, turn up the music and eat cupcakes, realize your birth every moment you have changed an internal aspect of your life. That is the true art of growing, it is the fountain of youth, it is continuously eternal. It is the gateway to experience your dream of being a Ballerina, although It is mine.  The many fantasies that  imprint your mind…

by Ahyah,Image

Moi, Lost In Time

I have sat here before, the feeling of what is has already been. “The light shining exactly and the mess of the desk like it was“, as if this had been before. The feeling of being lost in time and space where all things are just memories and nothing is solid. Elusive, as in dreaming and reality is lost. Within some altered world not your accustomed solid foundation. This has me thinking of everything and almost believing nothing of what I thought I knew. The lost’ness of time seems so captivating to the mind. I begin to think grand thoughts as if I had questioned every answer back to a question and nothing makes sense if you really dig deep. Somewhere down that rabbit hole you realize that there is no end, no bottom. It appears to be this black hole that extends deeper within the more you seek. The thought of this lost space and time would be blamed on polarity or duality but I have come to examine what makes energy if all there is ‘is just that’. Where is the beginning why does it never end and maybe I should just focus on the occurrences rather than logic explanations. But what happens exactly at the point when you begin to feel that your life has already been played, I mean not your complete life but certain moments. Why those moments and not the other what does this mean.? I wreck my mind with these thoughts, not in away to where it brings stress but in a sense that my mind is blooming like a flower, the blossoming of originality. I realize my purpose beyond description and I am safe and satisfied in that.. It makes me feel important on such a grand scale, that my life and existence is intensified too the point of No beginning. This makes me feel closer to what some call God, regardless the visual concept or understanding we as humans take God to be or weather believe in no God.  That (god) word is just a word it is the energy and Creation which is the Divine whole.  Therefore we can all agree that our lives are beautiful and purposeful beyond description. This all started like it happened already.

By Ahyah,Image

The Art Of Nothingness

main_trees_0403Now the constant chattering of the mind is lost of contentment. The desire to want something so anxiously, beauty, love, wealth, adventure, companionship, friendships, loyalty, truth, and all life’s finest experiences is where bliss resides. Way down under your rib cage beneath layers of your inner ambitions the journey down that road seems a bit long. Languishing bright eyed to reach these euphoric spaces of peace to dwell In all that is desired with in the self. To bring to fruition everything that you want. Hungry to taste that of what is pleasing to your deepest thoughts and sub conscious self. Like a damsel in distress searching through your reality to encounter a savory taste of what you imagine your *Something * to be. The motive is self fulfillment, you can’t be content believing in all the minusculties of the world. Less is more, they want you to believe, less just feels like *has nots* and *don’t haves*. I want it all, you think in your head, picturing your child self yelling it loudly with arms folded, and puckered bottom lip. You’re a brat, with your idea of your *Something* the luxuries of what you think will bring joy. I want to experience it all now ‘RIGHT NOW’ . Your theorization that paints these colossal visions, placing beautiful constructed mental furniture through out your inner mind is vibrating. You have become filled with your truth so much it becomes your philosophy to live. You have realized the potential of your desire, the point of creation and manifestation is within your inner mind. It fills the self so much so that you have reached the point of your *Something*. You have believed so deeply and truly in your own ideals and truths, not swaying from your mental imagery of desire. You have replaced your outside furniture with what has resonated from the depths of the mind and that *Something* beauty, love, wealth, adventure, companionship, friendships, loyalty, and truth has found its way to your reality with all life’s finest experiences right where bliss resides. This started with a blank canvas to create a personal desire, truth, and fulfillment. Never mind the Worlds view this is ‘The Art of Nothingness‘.

By Moi,